Letter to Katie

Hey there, I hear your wishful thinking of being with your lovely hubby. I can relate to feeling bad about how people don't show up at your profile.

You commented on my Steve Irwin video post a month ago at my blog. I'm really flattered a stranger popped in to leave any comment. Reading through your comment, I thought Steve Irwin was your hubby. In effect, I felt very touched to read a passionate paragraph about how he was a great animal care-taker.

To put it straight about your second post, worrying too much can lead you to mistrusting God. However, there is a good kind of worry for your loved ones. By placing our worries through prayers to God, I can assure you more intimacy as a result.

I've been a Christian from second grade and that makes it about sixteen years now, as a born-again believer. I know from experience what it's like to face all scopes of worries, especially feeling left out and intimidated by evil doers. I used to be very vulnerable to people's influence and wanted to always protect my image. I've had a hard time witnessing to others around people who were blasphemening. To sum it all up, I just decided to go through with it as I did in accepting Christ at the age of six.

Everything changed by following after a really simple calling. I beseech you to just answer His call, when you notice yours. There is nothing to fear in God's perfect love for you!

1 John 4:18-19.

God is not afraid of any man, beast, system, or the devil! Many can let up their anxieties and worries by relying on themselves. This makes way for the sin of pride. Fear is considered to be wise behavior to many. Paul mentions the fall of man comes through one individual, Adam. Adam and Eve hid themselves in shame of God. Because of this, all prosperity has been tainted with the same flesh except for a savior.

God's love is so evident in His sacrifice of Christ on the calvary. It's our turn to do God a favor, by placing our heart's trust in the one who reigns on the throne in heaven! 1 John 1:9 states if we admit and turn away from our sins, God will forgive through the blood of Christ. This is the most noble act anyone can do, and it is to forgive a criminal for doing a heinous act. We are all deserving of capital punishment, according to His Law.

In conclusion, a remarkable pastor says to go along with it and you'll see the amazing works God is doing with your life.

Things are not always cut out for you, especially if you start out too high. Cutting back a little to the basics is really important before moving on up. I think that sitting around my home and continuously dwelling into stuff that brings man to their knees at the brink of insanity, causes me to download the details of my personal life into a precious space. Some things cause a lot of inspiration to the optimistic soul. To be part of it just makes you want to buzz out in tears. With things that continuously work against you, these things are worth ignoring and never mentioning. To phase into a personal unending joy is such a blessing. Observing a friend, he really does seem to at least worship Linux, an operating system, because he spends so much time doing amazing things on his computer. I personally feel a little sluggish right now.

How to create my personal goals has been more clearer this school term than any other. I still have to put in a lot more work to get the results I want. I would like to try different things, apart from what many people do. I enjoy this feeling of being unique and from not having to seek approval from others. I'm fortunate my addictions without being dependent on harmful substances has given me highs. I feel like I've experienced highs ten-times over my lifetime. The joy of feeling free is important to me, and I receive this high feeling by feeling smart. I feel smart when I do well in my courses, disregarding the long hours I may have put into it. The end result and goals is what I am striving for and to be at least slightly different makes me appreciate myself.

I think from now on to attract away people, I will be adding no title. Today was quite a big hassle and fills me with insignificant vulgarity. I'm just realizing that despite the amount of effort I put into studying, I'm still like the others. Perhaps, I'm not reviewing material enough. Studying it just once just doesn't cut it for me. Some educational website tips us to review what we learned because we'll lose about 50%. When I write, I express with impromptu. Everyday comes from personal intuition and playing on with words I really enjoy using. In a way, it makes me feel powerful to myself. I'm just another statistic in this world, no matter how much I try to add to it, new generations will forget who was important in the past. That's why I suppose I'd be tempted to find my own niche with everyone else. Perhaps, having trouble with finding one's niche causes serious depression with one's life.

We are so self-reliant upon ourselves these days. Perhaps, people don't want to ask so often as they should. There are several reasonings behind all this thinking. One side of the issue brings out another opposition or perhaps takes a neutral standpoint. Times get rough often and to be able to suck it up is easy when you have an excuse. Wrestling with millions of conflicts and having wierd modes of emotions does not constitute the most stable student. Through sheer will and determination, finding ways to solve a bothering problem brings a lighter scope of days. Things are pretend, I'm not the most smart individual but have a pretty handsome figure in top of that quite a feisty personality. I believe I have amicability from learning how not to be spoiled in good times and pessimistic in bad times. I must be a blessing to some in their lives, and I don't know how I've come to command this respect from others. I'm just a dummy who tries really hard to make it through with a successful run. Proudness isn't the end result, nor is gaining something with knowledge. It's just a meaningless thing that makes me feel good, but I'm proud that I do it for obeying God.

With all this random filth I've composed of, I find logging some things will help me become more less in talent and greater at exposing personal experiences with grace. I could very well be a jack-of-all-trades with very low aptitude in all of them, compared to someone who excels at learning one of them. With the amount of time I spend, I am finding I need to spend more time which is a big heartache to my ego. I'm sure I will someday find shortcuts to make it through.