Updated Restraining Order

The motion to open the case with my yet, unheard side is filed on the basis that I currently conceive the court order as feeling guilty by his cleverly disguised evidence that I made a physical death threat. He was angry with me because I expedited a transfer of personal information on the internet, where millions of people don't care. If you type his name in, Washington Chun, you will find very interesting stuff on his public record. I called him an idiot a few times because I thought he was being a dummy. It's quite the opposite, he's a dummy for doing a few idiotic things. In the knowledge of all absolute things, the reason why he gave me a court order is because I made him feel guilty and angry after calling him an idiot. He was zoned in at the wrong time and place, after facing memories of hard separations-his callous remarks made it hard to tell he was being bothered. I do notice that he's avoiding places and people to possibly shift his guilty conscience, but looks like he won't stop at nothing to run me down in person-face to face. I also feel that through the lack of seriousness seen by the court's last ruling, I will forget that a court order was ever placed upon me and endanger my rights as an innocent citizen. I have been known to share my faith and the love of Christ to people around my age. I was heavily involved with an evangelical group last year. My routine is to go out and share my faith whenever I can, I have not yet asked him if I could share with him my faith. If I forget, I may end up getting arrested. Just as Paul in the Holy Scriptures asserted his rights as a Roman citizen, I also wish to enjoy my full rights as a citizen. My desire to knock on his door and ask him if I could share my faith is based on the Great Commision (Matthew 28:19-21) and will of the Holy Spirit (Acts 2). Secondly, I do not wish to have a degenerative selection of weaponry to defend my life, when I am located close to the dangerous streets of downtown L.A. and have experienced police-reported thefts and graffiti in my own neighborhood. I also have a list of over fifty unedited comments of how the court order has affected my life. My creativity allows me to shoot for over a thousand.

I request that the judge will allow him to revisit his evidence to inform me on where I have impeccably left a death threat. It has caused me undeniable emotional trauma and physical stress that causes me to disregard my current work. Everywhere I go at work, I am victimized by having to associate with this restraining order; we also used to go out to lunch together. I cannot currently relocate because I have not seeked sufficient resources out of lack of time and work fatigue. This is also my first full-time job, and I am confused as to whether the restraining order is contributing to my undeniable stress, at times. I seriously want the court to be alert in recording every statement he makes, and I would like a transcript to review.

This is my opinion on what I think would be best for his conduct. He either shows up to help me remove this court order or does not show up to court. I feel that he has lost his original purpose because he hates my written thoughts and will keep receiving them, every month to appear to court. Appearing to court is also my way of attempting to make a reconciliation, especially when he is already moving on with his life. I don't think he has any will to befriend me again, even though I want him to be cool with me again in the name of Christ. I apologize that I am still heavily and emotionally affected.**Very important, ** If he does prove that I have made a death threat, then I have greatly wronged him and will never bother him but only on occasion by making him appear to court repetitiously. If he doesn't, then I think he is in very big trouble because he lied on a governmental document and that can be a serious offense, even to the point of having to pay for my legal attorney's fees. My honest opinions are held in high regard by close friends for a good reason. I am going to try to sign up to be protected by cops, the moment he comes in to the court building on the day of our hearing.

Restraining Order Motion #2

The motion to open the case with my yet, unheard side is filed on the basis that I currently conceive the court order as feeling guilty by his cleverly disguised evidence that I made a physical death threat. He was angry with me because I expedited a transfer of personal information on the internet, where millions of people don't care. If you type his name in, Washington Chun, you will find very interesting stuff on his public record. I called him an idiot a few times because I thought he was being a dummy. It's quite the opposite, he's a dummy for doing a few idiotic things. In the knowledge of all absolute things, the reason why he gave me a court order is because I made him feel suicidal after calling him an idiot. I also feel that through the lack of seriousness seen by the court's last ruling, I will forget that a court order was over placed upon me and endanger my rights as an innocent citizen. I have been known to share my faith and the love of Christ to people around my age. I was heavily involved with an evangelical group last year. My routine is to go out and share my faith whenever I can, I have not yet asked him if I could share with him my faith. If I forget, I may end up getting arrested. Just as Paul in the Holy Scriptures asserted his rights as a Roman citizen, I also wish to enjoy my full rights as a citizen. My desire to knock on his door and ask him if I could share my faith is based on the Great Commision (Matthew 28:19-21) and will of the Holy Spirit (Acts 2). Secondly, I do not wish to have a degenerative selection of weaponry to defend my life, when I am located close to the dangerous streets of downtown L.A. and have experienced police-reported thefts and graffiti in my own neighborhood. I also have a list of over fifty unedited comments of how the court order has affected my life. My creativity allows me to shoot for over a thousand.

I request that the judge will allow him to revisit his evidence to inform me on where I have impeccably left a death threat. It has caused me undeniable emotional trauma and physical stress that causes me to disregard my current work. Everywhere I go at work, I am victimized by having to associate with this restraining order; we also used to go out to lunch together. I cannot currently relocate because I have not seeked sufficient resources out of lack of time and work fatigue. This is also my first full-time job, and I am confused as to whether the restraining order is contributing to my undeniable stress, at times. I seriously want the court to be alert in recording every statement he makes, and I would like a transcript to review.

This is my opinion on what I think would be best for his conduct. He either shows up to help me remove this court order or does not show up to court. I feel that he has lost his original purpose because he hates my written thoughts and will keep receiving them, every month to appear to court. Appearing to court is also my way of attempting to make a reconciliation, especially when he is already moving on with his life. I don't think he has any will to befriend me again, even though I want him to be cool with me again in the name of Christ. I apologize that I am still heavily and emotionally affected.**Very important, ** If he does prove that I have made a death threat, then I have greatly wronged him and will never bother him but only on occasion by making him appear to court repetitiously. If he doesn't, then I think he is in very big trouble because he lied on a governmental document and that can be a serious offense, even to the point of having to pay for my legal attorney's fees. My honest opinions are held in high regard by close friends for a good reason. I am going to be protected by cops, the moment he comes in to the court building on the day of our hearing.

I don't get Washington

Washington literally doesn't have anything against me anymore. This is how I really feel, all I really need now is just a perfect motion that will get the judge to look at the case. If the judge looks at the case, Washington simply talks about all the things that bothered him in the past. I look down upon all of them and say they are nothing compared to what a restraining order should really be used for. We go home and questions are not asked. I think the first motion did have some spunk, but not the type the judge was looking for to proceed the hearing.

I did notice that the judge smiled at me and told me that he was not in any legal position to give me advice. I let everyone know that I wanted this restraining order off because I wanted to experience my full rights as a citizen and to be able buy guns and protect my home. Washington lost everything because he just plain hates my writing. It's so funny that a friend would look upon somebody because he just looks at their writing and act really crazy afterwards.

I think the writing that I'm now venting has really absolutely no purpose in life anymore. It's just a way of letting go my frustrations with the world. The only benefit that I'm getting out of this is that more people come to bug me. My mom just keeps bugging me with her style of advising me. I just don't like it because it doesn't suit my needs. I need a mother whose really caring and supportive of whatever I do. My mom loves to contend with me, if I do something wrong. It really bugs me, and I grew up with it. I think I developed an arguing style to shut people up for good.

I believe that I need to really find the true purpose in what I can do and can't. The reason why I can't say anything to Washington is because he doesn't love me. I basically know Washington has totally nothing against me, and I really feel that no one in this world is going to ever find out. If I get this restraining order off, then it means that everything Washington ever held against me was wrong and gives me reason to become friends again with Francis and Washington. The only way for me to patch up my life with a few people is to get rid of the restraining order. I totally need someone in my life to tell me what the greatest thing to do is.

Day 1 - It all starts with God

Colossians 1:16 - For everything, absolutely everything, above and below, visible and invisible,...everything got started in him and finds its purpose in Him.

Question: How can I remind myself today that life is really about living for God, not myself?

Guideline: The purpose of your life is far greater than your own personal fulfillment, your peace of mind, or even your happiness. It's far greater than your family, your career, or even your wildest dreams and ambitions.

When I think about this passage, it really gets me considering that the purpose transcends higher than what our life is composed of. I may sometimes feel like not being a good steward to other fellow Christians. My emotions sometimes try to take over my life, no matter what I do to try to prevent them. Most recently, a friend put a restraining order on me and made me feel like a threat to him. I went through a really emotional period, not knowing what my major course of action should be. By reading yesterday's Psalm 143, it marks where my heart's going. I long to be taught the Word of God and to apply it to my life. Through my prayers, I have been asking God about big life changes, such as considering where I'll be working at, the people I will meet, and a possible future wife. By submitting to God's will, things become more clearer for me. I'm not sure how I'm still able to feel excited for the Lord, even with the feeling of endless teachings by Calvary Chapel pastors and other great speakers.

I do have some reason to think that my actions will justify my faith. Am I doing this to appear righteous, or is this just for God's sake? My personality is something that I've been having a hard time defining. I've been trying to keep it real with everyone, and nothing abridged. I do have a sense of breaking down under negative reactions with people. I feel like shying away from them when things don't look good. It's weird how I felt so left out for a time being, like when people tell me to do stuff, I wonder if it was for them to get me involved or something.

I think I really had a hard time deciphering the good social context, as supposed to the bad ones. I guess in the general long run, it's seriously not going to matter whatever situations I come across. I'm not going to be able to hide from God. In a way, I feel that I was more braver last year because I didn't know what to expect from God. I also felt like I was on a more risky spiritual journey because I didn't feel well-grounded in the Scriptures. I really had some shaky moments where I opened up by over-reacting to different people. I had a really hard time listening to the pastor's messages, but I knew they were good and was so longing for it. The night of repentance from my built-up sins really changed my life, for being a believer all my life.