Early in the morning

Today I'm sitting here at this early time to do a prayer meeting with everyone at my Korean Christian Club. I'm just pretty much writing whatever comes into my mind right now because I'm sitting here looking at my Gahm Sahm Nim? It means staff in Korean. We are going to cover today in Genesis. This is really nice how we are able to get together to fellowship together. It's mainly been four who have been very active. I'm the fifth who has showed up to every one but sometimes really late. Jay has also been around to prayer meetings and has even gone witnessing(!) with all of us. It's a lot of fun to gather and to be able to have fellowship. In the name of glorifying the Lord Jesus Christ, it is my honor to come here and see at least a gathering of a crowd. It means 3+ people.
EYY

The true essence to living in this physical world means that timing is everything. I am going to have to admit that my failures associate with past times as well. It's like I'm under a curse from having done negative things to my learning health. Today I found out that I failed my midterm for Double variable Calculus, and it totally sucks. I was under a lot of fast time pressure and also arrogant because I had turned in my homework and received good marks with them. I need to keep up the good work in doing homework and in the meantime be more careful at doing math. I also have been sometimes getting off-centered during the lectures because my body wants to focus elsewhere even though I don't want to. I believe that it won't be too long before I'm able to become prolific enough to be a great pro at taking tests.
EYY

I was largely unaware of my actions roughly due to the large volume of disorderly sarcasm that I developed from taking 100 units in five quarters. It gave me great pleasure to announce to you that I was sorry for upholding actions as a curmudgeon. Placing myself in my own shoes vicariously to people in general, I would personally feel regret if someone like me last year had seriously cried and sought out to torment my own heart like a poor instructor's through legitimate usage of the language. The pain was therefore universal and felt by all of God's creations to heaven. I had largely been associated with using past tense verses as this is all supposed to be brushed aside for ethical concerns; it would anger me highly significantly, if a CS professor would not be able to abstract ethical details as some cirriculum like the age of the Dinosaurs course, Operating Systems encourages to all of its destined students.
(WRITTEN FOR HK Liu, CS Professor)
With forgiving attitude, Amen.
EYY

I recall something that made me a little mad. This black worker at CBS TV Taping place made this soft-hearted lady sing a cliche "I love you" over and over again. He advertised it as a very funny thing that would make the audience laugh. I didn't really like it at all because I very well respected her singing that phrase over and over again. Looks like I'm actually sometimes emotional driven which makes me pretty human internally. It's pretty true that we can't be always perfect by like seeing an athlete hit a homerun all the time or a basketballer make shots all the time. It's really great how this economy makes these foolish looking atheletes lead on with lucrative careers. It's pretty much all in an economic strategy which causes all these interesting phenomenons to happen. I'm very well blessed to be called a legal adult now and to have an education that will allow to lead over a baby-boomer generation which does not have a lot of dilligent diploma recepients. It is a privilege to be this generation and to have come from a freakish family because it has strategically been the best part for me. I came out short and fat and totally diffident, possibly one of the worst candidates for getting an early girlfriend or trying bad things at a younger age. I didn't really deal with any peer pressure either because I always kept my mouth shut. I had no clue what the school was about and even though I wanted to fit in, I really didn't care because my passion used to be to get straight A's at every cost. I lost hours of sleep and had many days of fretting over having procrastinated. I was upset and had no satisfactions whatsoever. I became a maniac-depressed person after losing my video games, doing bad in school, and liking so many girls but not doing anything about it! I was thinking committing suicide over these stupid hormonal drives that made no plain sense to me at all. I took pills too but got off of them after a month. I believe that I let my animal desires take over my tormented soul which allowed for an evil spirit to dwell in me. It got really bad because I ended up hearing voices that came from my head and was auditorial. I just submitted myself to the authority I was called to and sure enough it became a success. I remember asking a million questions and receiving shrugs from this one dude who didn't want to answer my questions. I became so depressed because I wanted to talk to someone. He was like right next to me and I was so lonely. No, I never had the idea of being a homosexual because I was addicted to porn at the time of high school. I totally regret having looked at it and recall the moments that I actually cried out for those sins. They got to me eventually and something made me get really mad because I was feeling deceived. I then went on this message board and starting duking out with those porn lovers by debating with them and saying that they are dumb in a formal way
EYY

I believe that it is sometimes a pain to have a teacher who doesn't quite see eye to eye with you and end up throwing you out of his class. This is just the case that I was involved with last year over some frustration that I deserved better than a D-. That seems sort of rude that the teacher mentioned that I could still graduate with a D-. He was very adamant about taking a different class but I wasn't because I wanted to adhere to the rules. I became very angry at the start of the quarter, and I believe it caused me to lose focus with my academics and become more sarcastic with my club efforts. I was a horrible leader after all because I hadn't developed a keen sense of attending classes and studying for them. I was pretty much in a questioning state but everything drove me to accept who Christ really was. I just needed someone to show me where He was in my life.
EYY

Today has been quite a day because I'm lacking a little sleep and facing a little dilemma as to what I have to be doing. I'm pretty much reaching the endpoint to everything in my ability. I need to be trained to recognize things a lot sharper because it will be beneficial in the long run. I plan to do this by staying more dilligent and resting more wisely.
EYY

Sugar coded message

Today's been quite a journey even for having no classes to attend to on a major school day. What happened was that we had a little mishap for a BBQ sale with another club. I became confused as to where the grill was because it was supposed to delivered at 9:00 am. It unfortunately didn't arrive and we were out of luck until they finally delivered it at 11:30 am or slightly earlier.

We ended up having some poor quality food and our competitor just whooped us today. It's okay though because we ended up selling all our food and just gave it away to everyone. The food was much better last year because it was homemade food. This year wasn't because everything was from the market except for my mom's famous salad sauce which we didn't use on salad!

It's been a lot of fun today but I'm learning that I need to be more dilligent in the small matters that count. Like, I'm really slow getting up in the morning and I didn't really have time to take a bath today. I went out with my buddies and have this sense of wanting to glorify the Lord by helping to make Cal Poly a better place to go to. I want to help out in every way that I can with all my abilities and leave the rest to God. I need to wake up at 6:00 am tomorrow to go to prayer meeting. I just like going to those meetings just to really pray about some things. I really need to do a lot more prayer about those things. I have this passion which is to program, write, and play the piano all at the same time. I want to use these passions to serve the almighty. I believe that I don't have the calling to become a pastor but I do know that I'm sort of a freak that walks this earth. It's also cool knowing that I am this type of person. I'm not born white in the first place, I have an American name, a very wierd Korean name, and I'm short. I am an American citizen freak of nature, but it's cool because I want to be around to glorify Jesus Christ my savior.
EYY

My long research about people working in the porn industry ended up pretty inconclusive but by reasoning with data from the CIA and Bureau of Labor Statistics, I'm 100% sure there's less than a million adult film workers. It's too bad I couldn't factor in a true estimate, but I didn't want to go into those sites and count all of the models for that is a waste of time. I feel that other parts of the world are in trouble because of a tolerance for prostitutes. I believe legalizing it will spread more HIV and cause more broken relationships. Furthermore, damaging our physical bodies before God who has called us to sanctify ourselves from fornication.
EYY

The Sabbath Day

The Lord heavenly Father truly does save by getting us to repent before Him and by keeping simple faith in Christ Jesus. The gospel is just plain simple, we need to see that our hearts are evil. So we repent and become faithful to the Lord. What else is the best thing that we can do?

I found that I have some passion of writing, programming, and playing the piano, so I will live up to these things for the glory of the Lord. Without glorifying the Lord, my purpose in life becomes meaningless. I really enjoy writing about stuff like this because it really brings me this great level of comfort and security. I can truly think in my own space and communicate in a unique visual way. I think that's the key for me in that I've raised my ownself in a short period to visually appreciate my own text! As funny or wierd as that may seem, I guess I don't really care about being rough in the edges about what I decide to write about.

I'm just keeping to the topic the best that I can and pretty much, I can't even remember more than a dime's worth of stuff I wrote about. I can go back and laugh it off with a lot of the stuff I've written. I know that I've made a million mistakes under pressure and through these moments I've written some really sarcastic comments. I've also made some work at trying to break into a repetoire of writing by spending at least a lot of time just staring at this screen.

I used to have a really hard time reading words and even my own stuff that I've written! That's so wierd because I've learned to write about stuff but not actually read back then very well to get a good understanding of what I was even trying to say! I think that just means that I had a very bad habit of never opening a book even though I was great at pronouncing words. I think I became really indolent at trying to focus on the meaning that is centered with each sentence. I believe this came from a stupid philosophy of never having to truly memorize anything! That's a bad idea because it can bring in a lot of stupidity especially if you are trying to learn a new language.

I don't mind memorizing some stuff but do mind in some cases such as math because I really like to know what I'm doing because if I don't I will stress out over problems that make no sense at all to me. I've just went out to digress about stuff and I'm just typing away in this keyboard. I'm even very surprised that 285 people have looked at my profile. I could probably be the 100 that counts for the profile. I just like at my profile to see if anyone has even read it! That's not too bad I suppose because I never advertised this piece of junk.

I guess it just means that I'm going to have to be more careful from now on. All my little humor that I'm writing about using senseless words and ridiculously meticulously words in an impromptu state causes me to literally laugh out loud. I wouldn't mind calling myself the GaMeLauGHeR or something like that.

EYY

Writing is indeed a lot of fun especially for me because I'm using a tool that I'm studying to research on- computers. The enter key will put the wallah finish into this piece of art!
EYY

Secrets to School Success

Today, I found out that my classes can be a lot easier by focusing in them. I use the power of prayer to Christ, my Lord who I confide in very heavily to make me more fruitful. My body wishes to sin though but I personally don't. I don't want to lean on the past judgements that have caused me to get to sinful habits such as being lazy.

All I need to do to really get going to the finish line with my CS assignment is get two questions answered by the professor. They are just for clarification purposes and the rest should be easy!

I am planning on focusing to study four hours a night per week because it will ensure that I get straight A's. The working formula is to put in two hours per unit as a guideline principle. It is my guarantee that if one follows this standard for any class, easy or hard and is actually studying well during that time, they will succeed. 15 units means 30 hours a week and so on.
EYY

This is very neat

The only bad side-effect that I get from using hello when I post is that I can't name a title for eah post that I do, but I can use the edit button to name a title. It's like working backwords to a title with each of my posts.
EYY

Oh hey, I can automatically type here to post stuff automatically. I don't have to go through that log in hassles.
EYY

I am using a tool called hello from google which automatically posts my pictures one by one.
EYY

Missing out

Today, I discovered that right before class begins in like ten minutes that I can't add a two-unit class because I have missed the deadline. I also feel that God is working on my side as of this moment because I'm also chasing after a minor of math and to receive credit for a minor in Math, I must complete it at the same quarter that I finish my major. It's not too bad I suppose because it's just two units. I'm planning on doing some tutoring to feel the gap of those hours, hopefully.

I also can't go to Disneyland on Friday for concert band because I couldn't enroll in it this quarter. It's fair because it just isn't right for me to just barge in the band without having rehearsed with this one. Plus the band teacher is really nice, so there's no biggy I assume. I'm also not very fond of Disney as I used to be. I guess there's a greater purpose for me of not going. I think I will be able to fellowship with God during the evening at a ministry in Downey, CA.

Why do I feel sad?

The abnormalities of life, so begot with this and forget about this my soul cries.
I think my body just goes through some period of mourning.
I think I have lost a lot of interest for myself and so must pray for others.
Wasting time that I am doing, forgetting things that I shouldn't be doing.
Losing folders for a seminar and a fee for not attending.
I need to make some plans for a better journey.
My God listen to my plans and change them for the better.
Your words are too precious and my body continually wishes to sin.
There's a contradiction to many things, like I'm missing out on something physical.
I'm short, for instance but so what?
I know so what(?) but what if I get married to a six-footer bride?
I usually laugh, but sometimes feel like mourning.
The lack of sleep from the past and the bodily cravings of getting taller makes me mourn.
I need to let it go, but somehow can't because it is always a part of me.
I'm just going to have to make do with what I got from now on and until out!

This picture captures people riding a transport boat on the Colorado River. I currently have a headache, but I just thought that I randomly select this photo because I feel like writing about anything right now. 

These photos are taken with my digital camera. 

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This is my dad's photo with a friend.