My Retirement From Video Games

Active on service all my life.
Diligent soldier swiftly blasted off to the skies.
Arms and legs badly bruised and burnt off.
Partially decapitated, stiff-back and neck at my retirement party.
Arms tied in a knot like I was in a straight-jacket.

My pronunciations are nothing but babble.
"Buh buh, viv gamma whorl," I've had a phenomonal blast.
I jetted up in excitment and finished off the enemy.
Bye bye video game world.

Not Bad

Hah, hugs and kisses, eww...
Inner sighs of lifeless loves.
Boredom that hits with a killing streak.
Locked in a personal cage, all from one's choices.
Head which uses air should remain still.

Body that adjusts to survival, to standards.
Unique individuals, gifted senses, the envied.
Vacation in all the four seasons, trouble-making!
Web of ebb to a dweeb like me-ca-bob.
Kidding around, basically joking about my aimlessness.

Bah

It's 3:30 am and I just feel like writing about something. I'm not very well polished and centered with good writing. It's all good, just think happy and positive. You know, writing about bollucks and seeing the possibility that people will read it gives me the runs. I'm not centering in on a good topic and not even doing this with any point in mind. Breaking it down into little pieces, my life is centered around being successful in a nutshell. I want everything and yet to hold it all back. I'm a youngster and developing my brain, my environment is suited for me to speak up. I feel like I'm writing naive sentences, I just want to write rich and in fine detail like well-woven linen. I want to make sense in something that I do. I don't want to be ashamed of what I've become nor afraid to accept my weaknesses. All of us can know only seven things at once, imagine what survival of the fittest does to us. Seven is such a holy number and well-favored throughout history. Ancient sages formed together the seven wonders of the world. It is also a lucky number to many people.

Unordered Reasons #1

Procrastination has its value, well sure it gives us more time to munch entertainment and chit-chat with our love bird. To address a stupid scope of things (my excuse to be off-centered), sometimes descriptions can be very funny when confirmed visually from a context. Does it mean that I'm just plain stupid for making a little thing longer than it seems with words? Probably so, in that my writing really sucks. I don't mind the attention that I receive from strangers, who critically tear me to pieces. Reading about people's complaints are so funny. One of the professors at my former university lives on a wheelchair and wrote a public letter, which you could search on Google. It's basically a very detailed and long description about his displeasure going on a cruise. I actually went to this guy's lecture, and here I was reading this freaking well-written letter when in fact his grammar was so lousy to his students. I couldn't help but laugh when he was literally describing himself on a wheelchair. Here's this guy who brings up so well-argumented ethical discussions, but now that I think of it, it could just be centered on trying to not be asonine with his complaints.

Believe me, I hate other's people comedy and I'm like so egotistical about my funniness but sometimes can't help it. People don't really laugh when I think it's funny, don't know why. Maybe I'm just a left-handed, farfetched imbecile who believes in joking with good manners. People like literally take me seriously and at some ends, they totally disregard my comments. There's also this case where if I say stuff, people laugh at me when I'm not in a jokeful mood. It doesn't hurt now, and I held it in for so long. I get a lot of chances to be straight-forward, mainly on the telly. I guess that kind of interaction is meant for practical stuff, but on the outside surface with everybody, it's just plain cool to be yourself.

Corny life

Computer games, my addiction.
Dumb as it sounds, a gamer on the run.
Piano music that pains every living soul.
Horrific banging noises to life's most delicate pieces.
Just one game per day, not five-hundred cigarettes in a day.
To be the very best at time-management.

Results that are worth knowing,
Hackers that ruin deceptively good-looking software.
No payment by regulars but dumb merchants.
City of this great place for strikers.
Movement of medicinal dosages with stupid games.

Computers, technologies, what's the use?
Only to bring more misery in this God-forsaken world.
Its number-crunching brings in more harder problems to solve.
Ignorance that was once valued, but not anymore because of machines.
Hail to the machine king!

Liver swapping, heart doners, machine givers!
Side-effects and protections of complaints.
River-dancing til noontime, hazing the new Sundance kid.
Reaping rewards of nothing but bittersweet treats.
My sobbing lives on forever.
Places of refuge-that old friend's treehouse.

Ding, ding, ding.
My doorbell just rang.
Click, click, click on the mouse.
Drive yourself away, change your pace.
Freedom at last from my laments.

How does it feel like to be a gamer?

I don't want to get so personal with the internet, and I'm not going to become friendly with my computer now. A friend who has the name of a state, Washington claims that video games are unproductive. In other words, it should then make me feel like a fool for playing Starcraft or Diablo all day long right? Wrong, I like video games and I don't think there's anything wrong with them. It's something I do to fill up the emptiness I have in me, way better than saying "Bottom's up" at a bar. A huge problem with drinking is like playing too many games- the emptiness doesn't go away! Sticking with a game so obsessively becomes boring, but is much safer for your check account than obsessing over well-off ladies! It's a little odd to like the entire nation that a gamer feels like attached to the world with a simple game, right at home. Those computer geeks had to bring their imaginations to life somewhere, with Ultima and other BBS games. Computer geeks marry well off though, and their spouses might complain why they don't go out enough. A gamer is just born to be a stay-at-home guy. Instead of dozing off to a movie based off a romantic novel, I could bare watching it with my sugar babe while playing my hand-held Sudoku game- with the lights on, off course.

Now moving on to the lighter side about gaming, it's just plain cool to be proud that you are an addict and can say you're not a druggie. Coming home from a stressful school day and your brain is just about tired, instead of falling asleep you have to meet up for example, with your online bud (I did say I'm not too friendly with the internet) and complete a time-consuming quest until supper. It relieves a lot of that bad grogginess within yourself and is worth getting scolded by my mom. My mom is a killer on the lose when I mind my gaming business and don't give her the attention she needs. It's not everyday that a poor, average guy can feel he's worth something by completing a tough role-playing mission. To conclude, gamers are very passionate about it and consistent intelligent people who will grow up to rule this world. They find entertainment elsewhere from being a couch potato or a music-share hunter. Gamers are clearly focused about their mission and will lead them to view themselves in a CEO's shoes.