Today's topic

During Vision Conference at KCCC, I took a photo of three brothers from Cal Poly. At the second to the last day from V.C. I went up on stage and shouted "There is nothing impossible with God!" I still believe in that today. I've had struggles in making my faith grow because of my inner pride. I believe I have made some intellectual strides to come to stronger faith. These days, all brothers are having a hard time with what seems to me, living a KCCC-like life. What I feel is lack of fellowship and encouragement.

I'm not such a great person at communicating because I'm not a very people's person type. I feel like grieving today because I have some inner feelings of dissatisfaction. I can't truly find where my dissatisfaction is yet. I think it is from feeling discouraged about not providing or receiving love. After all, I do have some problems. I have thought I was living the high life without any. Making these strives of trying to have a healthy routine will take a lot of prayer. I'm not so good with prayer, but I think the best way for me to develop would be to do more quiet times.

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