New spiritual man

You know what? Being a short person growing up has made me turn out to be a not so confident person. My reluctances of having existed come from me being so bonded with my childhood experiences. I have never managed to get past these emotions, even though my mom says it doesn't matter. There's a piece of me that has been left out from speaking up.

I've always wanted to have a subtle connection with everyone else, but I didn't end up getting it. From suffering a whole lot, I've had to grow spiritually. It's not being easy living my life and having the worst emotions that you could possibly imagine. I'm really at a point where I can barely fellowship with others. I'm starting to also lose my edge with being accurate in my grammar.

Everything doesn't flow smoothly for me. It is unfortunate that I can't be a very talented leader and disciple maker of some sort. I'm a foolish being to have walked the face of this earth. 1 John 5: 14-15 speaks about how we should have the confidence to approach God and that he will listen to our prayers if ours is in accordance with God's will.

I believe that by making a prayer of wanting to be taller has made me grown taller already. My intention is to share my experience of becoming taller with others of how prayer really works. I can assume my life as a taller person now and pray for better confidence. I am a really reserved person, and in a sense, don't want to get involved. I'm just a nobody, who can't do much consistently. That's my area of failure, and I hope my prayers will be more effective in becoming consistent.

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