Problems

I'm guessing everyone goes through minor problems with life, such as getting up for work and trying to get to bed. Having to deal with stress drags because it really doesn't complement a productive lifestyle. It is more like from being overwhelmed by something. The greatest example in my life with a person who tries to cope with stress unsuccessfully is my sister. She seems to be very wierd to the most minor detail in anything I do. One day, she becomes stressed out about my effortful driving and other days, she feels I insulted her friends by saying nothing related to them. She has had a few life-altering situations, but not to a great degree as others share. I really love my sister, but she hates being hugged. I face a few obstacles as well and that is finishing tough tasks, while following up with a good pace. What I mean by this is, I hate always procrastinating. I intend to fix my habits by praying to God and hoping for the best. I would love to teach other struggling CS students, but I can't do this if I am struggling myself. Sometimes, the project specifications given by a professor can become a little vague. It could be from having a weak background in reading or lack of sleep. Overcoming problems require reasonable explanations. I am not the greatest person in this world and struggle everyday with my worst sins. I lust for breaking away with God and have the freedom of not adhering to His plan. The worst thing I have ever done in life is looking at pornography at a very young age, which became a habit for me. I remember I was responsible for sharing the pornographic material with my other friends. I have a lot of guilt and grief for doing this and distracting myself from being right with the Lord. I could not have overcame this sin by my own efforts. I needed the Holy Spirit to guide me away from this. The things I looked at were never authentic and real in life, and this absolutely almost brought me down. From struggling with my sins, I also was not able to manage a club. I was under a lot of stress and had anxiety attacks. I was afraid of my worst enemy, which is myself. I used to have feelings of wanting to destroy myself, but overcame these things by understanding the situation. These thoughts developed from high school. I never fully recovered until I gained confidence. Finding a renewed belief in Christ caused me ultimate joy. I am now at the issue of whether I should be married or not. Marriage to me is something people do to express mainly love for each other; hopefully, it is not fake love. I do not have a problem with the idea of getting married because I intend to keep the house clean, take out the trash which I love doing when I'm mad, communicate things, and help some chores if any little Mr. Earl Yoo or Mrs. Earl Yoo ones pop up. I have not fully decided about getting married yet. My mom keeps telling me the reason is because I have not fallen in love with the right woman. I have no clue what the future is about, and this could be a bad thing if I am not careful. What I mean is, I don't want to get into another car accident or stressful situation. One thing leads to another, and all I can really do is pray and hope for the best. Understanding situations are sometimes not an easy thing to do, especially if you are not prepared for it. It's life, I suppose. Doing the right stuff is easy to talk about, but actually doing the work becomes tough. That is why people should stay away from the wrong motive and wrong source of power. People's sins have also affected a country's economy. The European culture has some bad taste by encouraging alcoholic beverages and cigarettes to be bought by a younger crowd. This effect will create a crowd with limited brain power because the values are most centered with having desires fed. If the desire than becomes lust, it starts to hook and becomes like the highlight of someone's life. In general terms, lust can inspire a lack of productivity. I oppose lust but still get tempted by it. My belief in God is not about finding an achievement but more about justifying my faith in the Bible.