Missed Deadline

I have had to find some time to write for myself. Today I moved out of Bldg. 17-B because it was the deadline of my apartment's agreement. I had a lot of trouble yesturday as well. I did not know I had a lot of books and stuff to deal with all along. I had crammed all of those things in my small apartment room. What I really hated today was having to clean out the refrigerator which took some decent amount of time. I'm very upset I was unable to go see my roommate's graduation ceremony today. I was pretty mad at myself, in general.

I think life is just keep going to go on, no matter how one feels. I have cursing a lot around no one to myself lately. I don't like doing this. I am going to end it as one of my goals. I need to start facing myself. It's like the worst enemy is yourself. What goes on in your head and body is strictly up to you. I pray for all of you who will guide me to a better year of CSS.