Why do I feel sad?

The abnormalities of life, so begot with this and forget about this my soul cries.
I think my body just goes through some period of mourning.
I think I have lost a lot of interest for myself and so must pray for others.
Wasting time that I am doing, forgetting things that I shouldn't be doing.
Losing folders for a seminar and a fee for not attending.
I need to make some plans for a better journey.
My God listen to my plans and change them for the better.
Your words are too precious and my body continually wishes to sin.
There's a contradiction to many things, like I'm missing out on something physical.
I'm short, for instance but so what?
I know so what(?) but what if I get married to a six-footer bride?
I usually laugh, but sometimes feel like mourning.
The lack of sleep from the past and the bodily cravings of getting taller makes me mourn.
I need to let it go, but somehow can't because it is always a part of me.
I'm just going to have to make do with what I got from now on and until out!